Praying for the Painful & Unresolved

I just found that someone I have not had any contact with in 12 years - when she turned on me like a rat (as another former friend used to say) in behavior that was and still is inexplicable - like someone trying to glue something with a stapler! -- has died.  .....

Over the years, I have prayed for her - and when we still lived in the same city, God placed a terrific prayer reminder literally right in front of my face ;)  And so I shall pray for her now +  And I shall most likely ask others to pray for her & her family, also + + +   And I shall try to take the tacky thoughts out of my mind, as in - 'Oh, she felt like she was suffocating and an ambulance was called?  Boy!  I suffocated myself when she did what she did!'   She literally reset the pattern, and the sobriety date, of my life at a weak point already, and I can tell by my mind that the pain is still right there - either under the covering, or just a small scrap leftover .... I'll pray on it  +